The Earth had spun Haiti out of the suns line of sight as our team gathered on the rooftop for devotions. The stars were blaring their beams of splendor and the moon had cast enough light for me to see the dim outline of my brothers and sister gathered to worship. We had been together for nearly eight whole days working, talking and thinking through the challenges in North Haiti. God was giving each and every one of us a lesson in the Galatians 5 Fruit that is born when we rely on the Holy Spirit. Our conversations concerning patience and goodness infiltrated the quiet evening. The Creator of the universe must have been pleased to hear the creative imaginations of his people magnifying him through their own creativity and ingenuity. Songs were sung, each one prayed then we made our way to our bunks. I laid there astounded by the countless number of stars my eyes had beheld. My mind began to contemplate all that mankind lost when Henlein and Edison ushered in the new era of managed time (the ever-frustrating watch) and controlled light (the ever-burning light bulb). My final thoughts of the night are often debates on things that I cannot change or manage…it’s a quirk of mine. But tired and worn-out I dozed off amazed at the goodness of God.
Almost every night I would wake to the cackling of birds or the lowing of cows who knew nothing of time and had no respect for the wee hours of the morning. However, this evening I was startled out of my slumber by crying in the darkness. Screams of terror pierced my heart as I laid wondering what would cause such terrifying noise to penetrate the stillness of the Haitian morning. The voice of a child in pain kept ringing for what seemed to me hours. Laying in that bed I questioned if I should rise in the blinding darkness and walk a path I only knew by day-light. The sound was so close, but there were people always on the other side of the gates. Telling myself that there was nothing I could do to help I laid there and just said a few prayers. They started out with petitions like, “God I have no idea whats going on…could you quiet the small lad? I need sleep.” Then it moved from that to, “Lord send someone to help…I don’t even no the language or the landscape…just fix the problem.” Moment by moment the screams continued and I laid there praying. Pleading with God to comfort the distraught child. After maybe a half hour or so I fell asleep again with the child still crying in the darkness.
At the breakfast table the next morning I asked if anyone heard the child crying. Brian shared that he too heard crying and questioned it, but fell back to sleep. We discussed how it had to be outside the wall because no children were staying in the compound except Pastor Payot’s daughter who we knew was with him. The conversation changed and I felt at ease that I wasn’t just dreaming about the noise. Pancakes were set before us and we gave thanks to God for giving us opportunity to serve and to be renewed by the provision of pancakes and high fructose syrup. Our friend Evie, young man who had worked along side of us throughout the week, shared that his brother Watson was sent to the clinic. He had fallen in the middle of the night from the churches balcony. He had lay in the dirt at the footsteps of the church crying for a long time. At 2am Watson had some how got turned around in the darkness falling two stories. As he shared with us the news my heart was broken. Watson had become one of my Caracol companions. We would walk together and just smile. It was the only language we both knew enough to communicate. He also spoke fluent Soccer. We kicked the ball around many of times and earlier that afternoon we strolled through Caracol with his father and a few other elders of the church. The noise I had been awakened by was the crying of my 7 year old friend Watson.
We wrapped up our breakfast and went to the clinic. I walked into see Watson sitting on a bed with his family gathered around him. He just stared. Watson seemed to be so disoriented and without his smile. I looked at Kenson, another Haitian friend, and asked him if we could pray. I laid my hands on Watson then prayed. I asked that God would touch him and provide the means to heal Watson. I said the Amen and looked at him and in English said, “Watson, I love you.” Tears.
The night of the accident I wondered what was going on. Pleading with God to send someone out into the unknown to comfort that child. It seemed to be far away (outside the compound) and beyond my capabilities (language barriers and no knowledge of the landscape). But the cries were coming from the steps outside the church doors. Watson laid in the dirt crying as I laid in bed praying.
Prayer is essential to the life of the Christian. We are instructed to lift up prayers, thanksgiving, petitions and adoration to the Father. I was not wrong to ask God to comfort that child. I was not wrong to ask for God to send someone out to give aid. Maybe I should have risen up out of my bed asked God to go before me. Simply wake the Pastor and seek out the voice of the distraught. It was wrong of me to say a prayer and go back to sleep. I was wrong for at least not walking out side to find the child at the front steps.
Pray like crazy, but listen as well. God might be sending you to be the light that calms the crying in the darkness.

The hearts of men are deceptive. Without a proper understanding of our own heart condition, we will never be able to understand the fullness of the Gospel or comprehend all that the Spirit of God is trying to accomplish in our hearts, namely sanctification. Left on our own, we are very much like the Israelite Nation who turned its back on her deliverer and sustainer, seeking more “accommodating” gods, which as we saw yesterday led to their enslavement (literal and spiritual).